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OrientedDis.. Disoriented. |
Saturday, September 13, 2003 Thoughts sporatically. at this moment. - it's cool that there's a girl in Italy with me whom is a "chronic insomniac" - why don't I see this girl at... times like now.. 2:55 a.m.? - am I a chronic insomniac? - no. I just don't like to sleep. or something. - it scares me that people are telling me that they're concerned about their gpa, and then I ask what it is, and it's been at least around 3.4 to 3.65 - why is MY gpa so low when I only received a couple of Bs?.. and one B - ? - should I really be MORE concerned about my gpa? - aren't I concerned enough? - GOD WHY DO THESE PEOPLE HAVE TO BE CONCERNED ABOUT THEIR GPAs WHEN MY OWN IS ALREADY AT LEAST ONE TENTH BELOW THEIRS? - man I really did bad in my first year in college. - man I really need to get straight As this year. - man that's going to suck. - suck it up. - Who am I going to travel with? - Does anyone want to travel to the places I want to? - I really miss some people back home. - Man I miss them. - I'm probably not going to wake up in time for church tomorrow. - Everyone in the house is going to know I'm not going to church since theirs only 30 of us.. at Pepp I could get away with not going - That's a bad way of looking at 'going to church'.. it shouldn't be that way.. you really should go because you want to - I want to. But I think I want sleep more. - That's bad. Sacrifices need to be made sometimes for God.. especially when you purposefully tire yourself by staying up too late.. that's your own problem.. - woah. a computer just booted up randomly next to me. OH MY GOD I KNEW THIS PLACE WAS HAUNTED. - I'm sitting in the dark. - this is kind of scary. - I wonder if anything will appear on the screen.. - nope.... .. - but my screen definitely just did something weird. - goodbye. I'm scared. (Yeah I know, now that's some deep-thinking. and maybe I really am losing my mind at this point.. haha..uh.. yeah) . . . babbled Lin |
