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Monday, August 18, 2003 Strictly Music haven't listed some of the great music I'm listening to these days.. heard this and made me think I should have music-blog night .. really beautiful song.. love this song because the tone of it is just so pure and clear.. greatness.. Nickel Creek - Reasons Why Where am I today?... I wish that I knew 'Cause looking around there's no sign of you I don't remember one jump or one leap Just quiet steps away from your lead. I'm holding my heart out but clutching it too Feeling this short of a love that we once knew .. I'm calling this home when it's not even close - and playing the role with nerves left exposed Standing on a darkened stage, stumbling through the lines Others have excuses - I have my reasons why We get distracted by dreams of our own But nobody's happy while feeling alone And knowing how hard it hurts when we fall We lean another ladder against the wrong wall And climb high to the highest rung, to shake fists at the sky While others have excuses, I have my reasons why With so much deception it's hard not to wander away It's hard not to wander away It's hard not to wander away (following songs from my enormous playlist.. in no particular arrangement/selection) Dashboard Confessional - Living In Your Letters I'm aways assuming the worst.. but you're going on nonetheless.. and there's nothing to cushion your heartlet fall... letters from further away.. keep pulling me close to home.. and there's something to cushion my callous sighs.. and I know that you hope for longer goodbyes.. embracing forever.. and falling in your eyes.. in your eyes.. your eyes.. Pouring over photographs - I'm living in your letters breathe, deeply from this envelope.. it smells like you.. and I can't be.. without that scent.. it's filling me with all you mean to me.. to me.. continually filling these trows.. but you stand by me nonetheless.. and you won't let me sink though I'm begging you.. I'm begging you.. phone calls from further away.. and messages on my machine.. but I don't ever tell you.. this distance.. seems terrible and there's no need to test my heart with useless space these rows go on forever there will always be a place for you in my heart So I'll hit the pavement it's got to be better than waiting and pushing you far away cause I'm scared so I'll take my chances and head on my way up there cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten. Awwww. heehee. Dashboard. mmm. Dishwalla - Once In A While When you close your eyes.. do you like what you see.. inside your mind? And do you like to dream, about the stars above?.. once in a while. Don't go to the other side for nothing at all. Did I make it worth your while? Gonna break down that wall. Gonna take the fall.. Cause when you close your eyes.. do you like what you see.. inside your mind? And do you like to dream about the stars above... once in a while? Once in a while. Don't go to the other side you might mess up that hair just wait till you might change your mind to think that people might care about your hair anyway cause when you close your eyes.. do you like what you see.. inside your mind? And do you like to dream.. about the stars above.. once in a while? Don't go to the other side just get down on your knees and show me what you are made of I'm begging you please just please go away Cause when you close your eyes.. do you like what you see..inside your mind? Do you like to dream about the stars above.. once in a while.. (repeat) ... thanks to Ky for that song on a cd given to me .. past Christmas.. Norah Jones - The Nearness of You It's not the pale moon that excites me that thrills and delites me .. oh no it's just the nearness of you It isn't your sweet conversation that brings this sensation ..oh no it's just the nearness of you When you're in my arms and I feel you so close to me All my wildest dreams came true And in those soft lights to enchant me if you will only grant me the right to hold you ever so tight and to feel in the night the nearness of you ... pretty piano in that oop.. the new song is getting ahead of me in lyrics (fast)! Sophie Ellis Bextor - Murder On The Dance Floor It's murder on the dance floor but you better not kill the groove! DJ I'm gonna burn this goddam house right down oh I know I know I know about your kind and so and so and so I'll have to play If you think you're getting away I will prove you wrong I'llt ake you all the way boy just come along hear me when I say hey It's murder on the dance floor.. but you better not kill the groove! hey hey hey (repeat) but you better not steal the moves Oh I know I know I know There may be others and so and so and so and so you'll just have to pray (repise) ... whew.... haha.. pretty fast to type this.. done... haha.. catchy song.. thanks to Al for that ;) Yaaay.. one of my favorite Tonic songs... Tonic - Take Me As I Am I Never knew my father I never knew his pain in an empty homelife broken down again so when I feel like running I have to look inside I want to find the answers I want to break my life Fear falls down like rain and it makes me whole again Fear falls like rain Take me as I am I'm not broken Pieces of my life(love?) are not tokens I want to let you know that I'm still learning how to love again and stop hurting I want to roll my darkness into a million suns I need to find forgiveness when all the pain is done I want to hear I'm sorry I have to let you go I have to find my own life I want to learn to grown Fear falls down like rain - and it makes me whole again! Fear falls like rain Take me as I am I'm not broken pieces of my love are not tokens I want to let you know that I'm still learning how to love again and stop hurting and it makes me whole again! (repeat) So much power behind that song... gosh.. so wonderful Favorite Yellowcard song up.. Yellowcard - Something of Value All that I needed to hear from you something of value but something untrue all that I wished that I'd find within you See how what she wanted and needed tore it all down in the end Somehow like a sickness she infects me she's simple but deadly my friend all that I needed to hear from you something of value but something untrue All that I wished I'd find within you these things that I see when you took me for granted and told me it's threw picked from my pockets and smiled empty is nothing and nothing is you I think that I'll sit for a while for a while See how what I wanted and needed wasn't enough in the end somehow in the quickness I forgot her I realized she wasn't my friend All that I wished that I'd find within you something of value something untrue Thanks to Aly for first recommending this awesome band. Too bad I won't be in L.A. when they perform at the HOB :( Vanessa Carlton - More Than Wanted I have wandered far and wide for something real something to die for but I have found you and you do not see all that is me all that is true and I am more than you will see and I am more than you will need and I am more than you will see more than wanted And as you fall the flimsy surface you should know life lies beneath it and don't pretend you feel what I feel for you live illusion and I am real and I am more than you will see and I am more than you will need and I am more than you will see more than wanted (repeat) And I know I know you like the way you feel when I play and I know I know you don't really hear what I say and I know I know you are waiting for something to raid (?) and I know.. I know.. (?) more than you say (repeat) More than wanted More than you'll need more than you'll dream more than you'll hope more than wanted more than you'll crave more than you'll cherish more than you'll vow more than wanted ... haha.. I love it... this is girl-emo at its best.. imo. Actually, I don't know what the heck this should be.. yep.. girl-emo :P Coldplay - Shiver So I look in your direction but you pay me no attention I know you don't listen to me because you say you see straight through me don't you but out of town from the moment I wake to the moment I sing I'll be there by your side just try and stop me I'll be waiting in line just to see if you can Did you want me to change? Well I changed for good and I want you to know that you'll always get your way I wanted to say don't shiver shiver .. (mmm) I'll always be waiting for you so you know how much I need ya but you never even see me do you and this is my final chance of getting ..? but on the dawn? (repeat) I'm singing loud and clear! I'll always be waiting for you so I look in your direction but you pay me attention and you know how much I need ya but you never even see me Coldplay... Mmmm. Must see him in concert. Yesss. Trembling Blue Stars - Nobody But You What am I gonna do.. I don't want to live without love but I don't want to love nobody but you someone who doesn't want.. me anymore.. me anymore someone who no longer wants me what am I going to do? Anyone else I'd always be thinking how they're not you I'll always be thinking how they're not you I just wish that you'd give me the chance to never never hurt you again why must it be that I was too late in seeing that? and thinking my love gone - I couldn't have been more wrong. (repeat) What am I going to do I don't want to be alone in the world I want you only but only want you .... thanks to Derek, for that. Really beautiful song.. especially in how simple it is. Sophie Beeee... It felt like soring time on this february morning in a courtyard birds were singing your praise! I'm still recalling things you said to make me feel alright I carry them with me today now as I lay me down to sleep yes I pray that you will hold me dear though I will fall away I'll whisper your name into the sky and I will wake up happy I wonder why I feel so high though I am not above the sorrow heavy hearted until you call my name and it felt like church bells! or the whistle of a train on a summer evening.. ... (missed) barely breathing.. (repeat) It's not too near for me ... (my favorite part all here) and I will see you.. when the sun comes out again!! ...haha.. Never never do I get tired of this song. It's perfect.. all of the music that compliments it in the background.. her voice.. beautiful lyrics.. Getting tired.. so this is the last song.. Unwritten Law - Follow The Leader I'm seeing red I don't think you'll have to see my face again I don't have much time for sympathy - cause it never happened to me. You're feeling blue now I think you bit off more than you could chew and now it's time to make a choice and all I want to hear is your.. so follow.. the lead now swallow your pride and drown when there's no place left to go.. maybe that's when you'll know so follow the lead now swallow your pride and drown when there's no place left to go.. maybe that when you'll know Them foolish lies. Well can't you see I try to compromise? Cause what you say aint always true. And I can see the tears in your eyes and what you said now can't stop the words from running through my head and what I do to get through to you but you always do it again (repeat) Ooo.... I can confess.. I don't know what to make from all this mess.. don't have much time for sympathy.. but it never happened to me.. you're feeling down now.. I don't know where I'll be when you come around and now it's time to make a choice and all I want to hear is your voice. Another classic favorite of mine. G'night. . . . babbled Lin |
