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Sunday, August 31, 2003 Need to sleep hoping typing lyrics to music I'm listening to will bore me to death and make me sleep... goooooooooooooooooood. So I'm a little left of center I'm a little out of tune Some say I'm paranormal - so I just bend their spoon. Who wants to be ordinary, in a crazy mixed up world? I don't care what they're saying.. as long as I'm your girl. Hey - you were on my side And they - they just rolled their eyes. You get me When nobody understand You come and take the chance You get me - You look inside my wild mind never knowing what you'll find and still you want me all the time yeah you do yeah you get me So what if I see the sunshine in the pouring rain? Some people think I'm crazy, but you say it's ok. You've seen my secret garden, where all of my flowers go In my imagination - anything goes I - I am all you want They - they just read me wrong! You get me When nobody understand you come and hold my hand You get me When none of the pieces fit you make sense of it You look inside my wild mind, never knowing what you'll find and still I want you all the time, 'cause you get me Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken? Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken? Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder? Why do you see right through me? I live.. I breathe.. I let it rain on me.. I sleep ..I wake.. I try hard not to break.. I crave.. I love.. I've waited long enough.. I try as hard as I can... Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken? Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken? Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder? Why do you see right through me? I laugh.. I feel.. I make believe it's real.. I fall.. I freeze.. I pray down on my knees.. I hope.. I stand.. I take it like a man.. I try as hard as I can. Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken? Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken? Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder? Why do you see right through me? From the back of your big brown eyes I knew you'd be gone as soon as you could . . and I.. hoped you would We could see that you weren't yourself And the lines on your face did tell - it's just as well - you'd never be yourself again.. Saw you last night - dance by the light - of the moon Stars in your eyes - free from the life - that you knew I'm always assuming the worst but you're going on nonetheless and there's nothing to cushion your heartlet fall letters from further away keep pulling me close to home and there's something to cushion my careless sighs and I know that you hope you longer goodbyes embracing forever and falling in your eyes in your eyes.. in your eyes pouring over photographs I'm living in your letters Breathe - deeply from this envelope - it smells like you and I .. can't be.. without that scent.. it's filling me with all you mean to me.. continually filling these trows.. and you stand by me nonetheless.. and you won't let me sink though I'm begging you.. I'm begging you Phone calls from further away.. and messages on my machine.. but I don't ever tell you this distance.. seems terrible And there's no need to test my heart with useless space.. these roads go on forever.. there will always be a place for you.. in my heart.. So I'll hit the pavement - it's got to be better than waiting - and pushing you far away cause I'm scared.. so I'll take my chances and head on my way up there ... cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're 10 . . . babbled Lin |
