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Tuesday, May 27, 2003 When I really don't know.. Paul sent me something really touching tonight which uplifted my exhausted spirits. It was random to find in my e-mail box because he *never* e-mails me unless there's something specifically I need via e-mail (which is... never?.. hehe) .. and so we normally just chat. I haven't talked to Paul for 'a while.' Well, techncially, a day and a half.. Ooo.. haha.. well it feels like it's been a while. I've been incredibly busy lately, and I've just needed some space from *everyone* for a little while. I'm trying not to lose touch with my friends, but at the same time, I know I'm kind of becoming the 'drifter.' Anyway. Not sure if Paul reads this or not. I suppose I wouldn't mind either way if he did or didn't.. wouldn't mind because he needs to know how much I appreciated receiving this e-mail tonight when I least expected it... would mind because.. well.. maybe he wants it private. But.. It really was just too special for me to receive and then leave unrecorded. --- only placed a very short portion of what he wrote here.. --- You know you're the reason I'm up this late and part of the reason I live. You know you're beautiful and that you're everything to me. Because everything that you are is weaved of heavenly cottons. ... You know you're not my angel and you're not mine no never will you pledge. But even still I love you just as well. I'll never ask because I don't wish to take. I'll just wait and be here, forever more. Because. You're everything...to me. --- And the rest was equally (if not more) warming, and really, I just can't thank Paul enough for thinking of me, and then taking the initiative at that moment to send me something as personal as he did. Paul, you were my angel tonight. It does mean a lot that you genuinely seem to care. . . . babbled Lin |
