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OrientedDis.. Disoriented.


Monday, March 03, 2003

sad.

Here is Your Daily Forecast for Monday, Mar 03 2003:

Sun Square Uranus : Mar 03 2003 To Mar 04 2003
Expect your normal routine to be disrupted. During this time, traffic delays, long lines or events of an even more disruptive nature put a dent in your routine. Anything external and out of the ordinary that happens during this period is out of your control, a fact that you would do well to remember. [very true.. I need to start thinking this way.. otherwise.. depression] You can, however, have control over your own behavior during this time, though it will most likely be quite difficult. Your relationships with other people may be affected by this disruptive energy [true... feeling very down.. Aly is noticing.. and I'm just very annoyed by anything at all that she's doing at the moment to get me to 'smile' or whatever bullsh*t.. anyway.. sorry.. I can't help this.. better here then vocalized]; you're in an impatient frame of mind and might be feeling a bit rebellious as well [true. what was it I said. "Maybe I should hack their computer system.. LOOK.. NOW THAT THE COMPUTER SAYS THIS YOU CAN BELIEVE IT AND LET ME BE ON MY WAY..WHY-THE-HELL-ARE-THEY-MAKING-MY-LIFE-SO-DIFFICULT-WHEN-THEY-COULD-VERY-EASILY-JUST-DELETE-THE-PROBLEM-WITH-A-PUSH-OF-A-BUTTON!?] ... [and no, I wouldn't seriously do that], a combination that can be quite hard to handle all around. Ego conflicts and other disagreements are well within the realm of possibility. The best way to try to combat these unexpected events might be with some well-planned action of your own. Since the focus is on breaking down your everyday routine[most Definitely], find a way to do this intentionally rather than sitting back and letting it happen as it may. Let your restlessness express itself positively[Lord help me to remember this..]. Paint a chaotic painting; make some loud music. You might even discover a valuable, creative part of yourself you never even knew existed! [fabricate a very elaborate story to get things to workout in my favor??? muahahaha..... uhm.. haha.. no.. can't do that.]
. . . babbled Lin