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OrientedDis.. Disoriented. |
Sunday, November 10, 2002 My brain is absolutely fried at the moment. *sigh* I've been sitting in this library for nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuumerous hours now and I cannot tell you how restless I am. My goal was to finish no later than 6 p.m.... and I'm currently pushing 7:30 at the moment. As I near the end of my paper there is this unexpressable joy. You know *that feeling* you get in your stomach when plummeting down the top of a roller coaster? I just got that as I realized I am nearly reaching the last paragraph of this paper. But then the joy soon fades when I realize how long it has taken me to write a 5 page paper (which is nothing, I know) in two days, and that I have yet to even begin my 10-12 page research paper which is due a day after I turn this one in tomorrow. SIGH. I will perservere through this without losing my mind... I muuuuuuuuuust.. argh... everything is becoming so difficult though :( My motivation to work has been depleted. . . . babbled Lin |
