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Saturday, August 03, 2002 hopefully my friend Craig is having a good time down at the creek today.. heh, I guess he and some friends were driving down there today (not sure how long of a drive from where he lives though..hm).. but it's raining like mad today.. and the creek isn't too far from where I live, so it's probably raining there too. At least it's raining here. I loooove the rain. Lightening bolts threatening to destroy my computer forever and all that jazz.. woohoooo. *grin* heh, wonder if he'll call tonight or if I should 'go out' and do something. No use waiting around for a phone call, even though we have yet to discuss our plans for the Dashboard Confessional / Weezer concert. That's right - I'm going to that concert! The 7th... we have 'pit' seating (so actually, no seats at all), heh, he told me "it's the closest you will be able to get to the band if we get there early enough".. awesome.. and he got a great deal for the tickets on ebay. Ack.. I haven't seen him for months though... it's going to be a little strange to see him after all of this time, but great to see him at the same time. :) How we met is embarrassing, lol, so I'm not going to go into detail for now. Not embarrassing - just probably the most 'nerdy' way to possibly meet anybody (is that so bad? ;x), haha, but we both weren't meant to be at the place where we met (it's the last place either of us would think anyone could drag us to, but somehow various groups managed to force us both to go - both of us being from completely different places), yet at the same time we obviously were meant to be dragged there because we would have never met each other.. things happen for a reason I suppose. Haha, I worry he might read this journal already and that maybe I don't know about it, but oh well.. if-so I guess that's a good thing because I probably sound crazy in this 2-dimensional-version-of-'me'-journal and he accepts that? ;) Anyway, I know it might sound crazy to some people that I'm going off to a concert a distance-away from where I live with this guy I only really got to know in person for about four days, but sometimes you just have to go with your 'gut' feeling about people.. something I've really lacked the initiative to do in the past and now have regrets - I don't want anymore regrets. I enjoyed the chats I had with him in person, and our looong conversations on the telephone. He's really into his Christian faith a lot more these days and I think that's admirable, because Lord knows I need to be around more people with a positive influence on me like that. :P heh, especially now.. there's so many options of different 'things' I could do, but I really am trying to stay focused on where I feel God is trying to take me.. rather than what I always want to do. He's a slacker/genius.. *grin* which I hate.. he can get by easy in school because he's just naturally brilliant *wink* .. nah.. of course I don't 'hate' that, heh, just jealous.. things I accomplish seem to have to come with a little more work on my side of things (not working insanely hard though).. but I know he puts in a lot of effort too (but not in a severely-stressed-way).. and he's got a lot of ambition and a great sense of humor.. all admirable and main characteristics I look for in people to judge the amount of trust I will give them. Once you have my trust, you have my sincere and loyal friendship.. :) .. and that's how it has always worked with me. True that I am cautious of you at first, if not very cautious, but succeed in gaining my trust, and I will open my arms to you as a friend who will try her best to never... never.. let you down, and try my best to always.. always.. be here for you. . . . babbled Lin |
