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OrientedDis.. Disoriented. |
Thursday, June 27, 2002 work - day 4, among other things my leg is in so much pain - I shouldn't have tried to run in the soccer game like I did yesterday, but, I'm still glad I did. Heh.. it was a little embarrassing because I play scoring-positions (mostly forward and sometimes mid).. but my leg was in so much pain that I would run on it really hard to the goal, and then when I got to the goal I wasn't able to shoot. I should have had probably 4-5 goals.. that's how close I got every time, but I couldn't bring my leg back far enough to get a good hit on the ball past the goalie. That's when the coach pulled me. And despite me telling him I wanted to go back in, he would only play me in short intervals so that I wouldn't "strain [my] leg any further". Blah. I hate feeling like I'm falling apart at the age of 18. It's hard to believe I have a summer job which starts at 8 a.m., heh, and I wakeup at I don't know if I should be feeling sorry for the janitor or what. He's an old man, and he looks as though he's been doing his job for years. Every now-and-then he'll come by and say something to me (or to himself).."three more times around here and then I'll go home.." Another guy walked by and told me I'm going to need glasses with how much I'm on the computer. My response: "I already have them.." (I just choose not to wear them.. it's not very serious either). I would read a book, but then everyone who passes by wants to know what I'm reading.. and then I have to tell them.. and I don't want to tell them ever since that comment on my blog: "I would have thought you read that book ages ago.." something like that. ha, see, I take things too personally or seriously sometimes.. and that has been one of the reasons for no comments available in the past *shrug*.. but I still enjoy insight from others. .. everything from what I do want to hear, to what I don't. . . . babbled Lin |
