Thursday, June 13, 2002
update
..apparently there was nothing wrong what-so-ever.. heh.. I guess I'm an overly paranoid eager person to jump to conclusions. It was very strange. I called her back, and she wanted to know if I had received my check in the mail from the competition I won... ... ? Yes there was a moment of huge relief in every bone of my body when she asked that. Was she never expecting me to have a lesson this week?? (uh.. that just wouldn't make sense)... Did she forget about my lesson?? Is she reading this journal and she felt pity for me because I was considering killing myself? (you know what I mean.. heehee..I wouldn't do that.. but still, hmm.. maybe she is.. ridiculous ideas entertain me). Either way - I am off the hook - free - relieved - still breathing.
heh. :)
. . . babbled Lin
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