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Monday, June 17, 2002 then again.. I can't get pepsi twist off my mind. ahhaha. er.. no, not maniacish laughing.. just a chuckle. *wink* SO. Turns out there is something great about pepsi twist, heh, and I was almost tempted to buy a bottle when passing by it in the store today, but, I resisted. *clapping please..* eh... I can't taste any lemon, but it's the perfect blend so that it doesn't have that over-powering pure-pepsi taste. Then again, maybe my mind is playing tricks on me because I subconsciously know that I want to get over my starbucks addiction because it's costing me too much money... .. nah, couldn't be that. :) There are better things on my mind, actually. No, not really. It's 12:38 a.m. and I'm feeling a little wiped-out. My family took a long trip to Phoenix today.. stayed for a little while.. then headed home... not my favorite type of trip, but I did get to see my two-*new* (kind of ;) ..young/babies) cousins who I hardly ever see because they live in Maryland. But, they're coming to where I live anyway - tomorrow/today (12:38 a.m. is such a weird time..) - .. so it wasn't that necessary to drive into 103+ degree weather to see them? And Craig is back from Boys State. I remember Girls State a year ago.. how I hated it.. ahha.. the screaming/fanatic-cheerleading-for-our-'city' was a bit much for me. We were most definitely going to get the "spirit" award for our city.. everyone knew it.. we knew it.. the other cities had it shouted in their faces at every moment just for a reminder, but in the end it wasn't our fate to get it. *oh gasp!* bleh. I think Craig had fun though? I hear the guys don't get-into the cheerleading/spirit of it all... which is a good thing. And it's great to have Craig back. :) It's crazy to think he was in my city (literally.. not as in 'cities' which are setup in the program) for this event and I couldn't even go say hello (strict regulations) .. so it's back to IMing, but, I still missed our chats while he was gone, and today I hardly chatted with him at all because I had to decide between making $200 in 5 hours of work, or chatting into the night... opted for work, we'll catch up later.. before he leaves on his next trip. :/ (and me to Pepperdine.. then La Jolla.. then Seattle.. home, & finally.. Pepperdine for good..) Have I mentioned I'm becoming semi-terrified of college? If I don't think about it then I'm fine. If I do think about it, heh, then I can't understand how I'm supposed to survive on my own... but on my own!... how nice it will be, but how lonely during those times I'm taking for granted at this very moment. . . . babbled Lin |
