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OrientedDis.. Disoriented. |
Monday, June 24, 2002 strange.. that I needed to see something like this at exactly the moment that I did, and stranger that I don't know how I ended up at her blog. I must have been interested in her blog title (and clicked on blogger), because I had left my computer to discuss w/ my parents money-issues (bleh), came back, and the below italics completely speak to me... or rather.. it's what I wish I could be saying right now. Instead I'm disappearing for a while. "You know what? FUCK this shit. There is a lot of fun to be had out there and I never make any attempt to partake of it. Shame on me for preferring to stay home and have boring times with Murphy and the computer. Several people have called me recently, wanting to go out and party, and I turned them all down because I haven't really felt up to going out and drinking and mingling and whatnot. Well, I refuse to waste any more time. No more grace period. Why should I sit around and be sad? Why should I sit here and think of the past? And cry? Why should I be lonely anymore? I'm a single girl and godammit, I'm going to start acting like one." And I can probably relate to her in more ways than that. Considering the title of her blog comes from Fiona Apple - Never is a Promise.. I recognized it right away. *shrug* . . . babbled Lin |
