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OrientedDis.. Disoriented. |
Sunday, June 23, 2002 posessed. my computer hates me and is posessed. (A good combo I think, no? To hate me is to be posessed.. ahha.. it's late.) Anyway. I was writing about my eventful day, but it got wiped out when I kicked the harddrive to my computer (literally) because it was buzzing its usual possesed-buzzing-noises and I was pissed because I can't seem to make it go away (no, not even with kicking..)... so of course.. my computer froze. Now I get to type the outline-version... which will undoubtedly save a lot of unnecessary rambling being read by myself sometime down-the-line in the future. -- Today = driving in traffic congestion doing "errands" which really held no-importance what-so-ever. I felt like driving to get one fruit-drink on the other side of town (which upon I had "foresight" into the future.. explained below somewhere..).. driving to the library, looking at books which I had wrote on my list "to get", saw the books and read a little about them, then walked out of the library with not one book... drove to drop off one dvd which didn't have a case because I stupidly/previously returned the dvd case without the dvd in it..heh, and the dvd trip was wasted because I didn't go next-door to get my usual-starbuck's-mocha-frappucino (because I had the fruit drink) .... anyway.. nothing of any relevance got done during the day. I was just part of the 'fad' of creating-traffic-congestion-'because-I-can' (I don't think I was consciously thinking about it at the time.. but looking back on the day, it was definitely a subconscious thing). Driving is such a waste. Tonight was very eventful. Here's the outline as-promised. - all friends piled into a friend's Civic - went to my favorite Pizza restuarant - drove around aimlessly on streets - walked downtown - went to Wal-Mart (where-upon I ran into the guy I've been avoiding for the past 2 weeks.. how the *&($^&# could I have forgot he works there at night? I think that really ruined all of my avoidance-work for the past 2 weeks, but we'll see.. I know, that sounds horrible of me probably..) - went to a college party (my friends forgot to mention we would be doing that).. anyway.. it was ok.. everyone was drunk.. heh.. though silence filled the rooms everytime the doorbell rang.. everyone expecting the cops each time. I heard one guy say (after a silent moment..) "I was gonna say.. the cops are here already??*chucklechuckle*" ...that kind of made me nervous. We left when I wanted to.. when smoke.. I think from weed..?.. started to fill the rooms from every direction. Yeah, I don't know.. definitely lame going to a party like that when you and your friends aren't drinking (because we all did drive.. just our cars were at one house).and everyone else is acting like idiots. *yaaawn* The ratio was like 5:1 guy/girl which was kinda cool, ha, but then they were all drunk.. so who cares.. not my type even though they would be the type I would be attracted to if-only by appearance. *shrug* crap.. I'm attracted to typically-drunk-guys. lol. nah.. I'm tired.. good-night. . . . babbled Lin |
