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Monday, June 10, 2002 maybe not everything sucked okok..I want to delete the last post because I don't think it was really a fair post. heh, but considering I don't delete things which I write which were on my mind at the time.. this means I'm not deleting it... but I can change my opinions from then to now.. it's allowed. ha. so tired. anyway. most of what I said in the last post had not-much to do with my true feelings behind some of my *anger* (but it wasn't even really anger)... it just disgusts me.. these one girl(s) who has/have a/-a b/f(s) (I never really can tell after a while).. how slutty they can seem to be sometimes. This one girl, who most definitely has a decent b/f (a guy I feel she doesn't even deserve to have.. hm.. ouch..ok, maybe not that harsh).. who happened to go off on vacation just yesterday (her b/f).. she is all over this other guy today at the party when she was all over her "b/f" at the other party.. blah.. I just can't sit around watching people act like they're one step away from an orgy when I know the entirety of the "big-picture". heh. that made no sense. anyway..tonight was pretty fun despite my earlier everything-is-dumb post.. things would have been ok at the party had their been things to do besides talk about being buzzed, sleeping, and watching girls with b/fs mess around with a different guy........ ahha... but I guess the guy (you know who you are) was having fun.. and I can't blame him.. I mean, guys will be guys.. and if you have girls jumping all over you acting like.. well, won't say.. I don't think a guy will usually resist things like that. .. .. ...but... I'm going to find a guy someday who does resist.... ahha (right) ...but he'll be mature enough to see the big-picture of what these girls are really like.. he'll realize how unspecial of a guy he is if he's attracting these type of girls who do this type of thing with every guy.. and he'll shun it, deciding to search for the pure/real thing in life.. the girl who isn't just guy-happy with any guy she meets. me. ;x soooooooooooooooo tiiiiiiiired. night. . . . babbled Lin |
