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Sunday, June 09, 2002 le-sigh I love this song, but besides loving it, heh, it came on the radio and it just kind of seemed to fit how I'm feeling atm. -- Fastball - out of my head Sometimes I feel Like I am drunk behind the wheel The wheel of possibility However it may roll Give it a spin See if you can somehow factor in You know there's always more than one way To say exactly what you mean to say [Chorus:] Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind? How could I have ever been so blind? I was waiting for an indication It was hard to find Don't matter what I say only what I do I never mean to do bad things to you So quiet but I finally woke up If you're sad then it's time you spoke up too -- today pretty-much sucked.. besides seeing the cute pre-schoolers 'graduate' to new age groups in sunday school. My church honored me too with a 'graduation gift' (a little bit of money)..heh.. and they announced I graduated as valedictorian. bleh, I'm so shy sometimes.. or just, shy with recognition in public for thigns I do/accomplish.. I don't think I was meant for the 'fame' that is coming with all of this.. I just wanted to do my best and accomplish a personal goal. *shrug* anyway. besides that.. went to a pretty-lame party.. lol, hope he doesn't read this.. oh well.. he probably will. I arrived and they were all flipping out because they felt "buzzed". heh...not that I'm a party-pooper (or whatever)... because anyone who really knows me knows that I'm completely the psycho/crazy one when I'm having fun... but.. when people are being dumbasses and all they talk about is being buzzed when you know they're not REALLY but they're just saying it because they never did it in 7th grade and suddenly it's the new-cool-thing to be buzzed for one of the few times, and talk about it the whole time, bleh.. it just seems retarded to me. I'm not saying they weren't.. but it was just getting annoying hearing about it the whole frickin' time I was there. I've hung around friends who drink alcohol and what-not, but they're still fun to hang out with because that's not ALL they're talking about.. they're talking silly BECAUSE of it, but not talking about "OH MY GOD I HAD 4 CUPS OF ___ AND I'M BUZZED.." (times that by 60.. that's probably how much I heard it) Anyway. I'd rather be hanging out with friends who are naturally psycho and still functioning in being able to do other things besides feeling like sleeping. Heh. lol.. I know he's going to read this... oooh well. no offense to him who will read this, because he's a great/fun guy to hang-out with.. just today seemed a little ridiculous all-around and so I left. . . . babbled Lin |
