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OrientedDis.. Disoriented. |
Tuesday, June 11, 2002 I've never been so alive.. ahha.. the above being what I just heard on a cd of mine (Third Eye Blind - Motorcycle Drive By) ..and it seemed a good satirical twist on what I really wanted to type, but then it's not even satirical anymore since I've let you in on the stupidity of my thoughts.. *grin* anyway! The truth is.. today I've never felt more dead.. vapid... defused! (..er..?) ... so let me just get right to it: I'm quitting "work 3" (as I mentioned I was starting in the blog entry yesterday). I've never felt my mind literally going numb before, but today it came close to that. I worked from 9 a.m. up until the point I decided it was time to leave - 5 p.m.... heh.. though I was supposed to stay until 6 p.m., but I thought I might stand up on a table and scream if I didn't get out quick. Stuffing pamphlets with business cards for half the day.. entering numbers into computers.. wiping tables with windex...filing paper after paper...writing addresses on envelopes... vacuuming the floors. heh. I thought by chance I had been punished, was in a dream, and I was in the-most-unusual hell. I work quick when I hate my job. The second truth is... I didn't exactly walk out... I was working at semi-sonic speeds with everything they gave me... each time hoping that the next task would be better than the one I was previously on, and that if only I could finish the task I was on.. that there might be something better to do... but.. no... it just got worse. Finally they ran out of things for me to do... so I left early...missing out on an hour worth of pay because I worked too fast and didn't use up all of the time which was set aside for me in this job.. and the job hours were supposed to continue until friday, heh, but I literally finished everything they wanted me to do over the days. damn. ahhahaha... no, the money will not be missed. . . . babbled Lin |
