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Monday, June 24, 2002 good 'ol emode.. told me what type of "goddess" I am. and, here are the results. MUSE Known for your creative powers, you Muses are the poets and musicians of life, the patrons of the fine arts. It's funny, though — even with your inspirational prowess, you're probably not the type to boast about your guitar-strumming skills, or your latest published book of verse. While it's great when people flock to you for ideas, there probably is a part of you that prefers to blend in sometimes — whether dressing in muted shades or staking out a one-on-one conversation at parties and social events. But try as you might not to hog the spotlight, others can't help but notice you. Must be hard to be such a goddess! Despite any lingering modesty, you might be surprised at how much your mere presence can help improve the lives of those around you by infusing them with ideas and good thoughts. With that kind of healing energy, your inspirational ways have the potential to change the world, Muse. Whether you're scribbling sonnets, boogying with your friends, or drawing your own constellations — you're tapped in. So keep your eyes wide open to the possibilities and let that inspiration flow! People between 18-24 who are muses and took the test: 9% People around the world (everyone) who took the test: 15% ------- maybe that's why I've created a sn somewhere down the line of things called: museicalin ..yes, there are reasons behind my crazy-ideas-for-sns, ahha, but, I get full credit for that one since I came up with it before this test. ooooohhhhh yeeeeah. (that's something to be proud of.. my retarded ideas for screen names..) ahha. anyway. I'm not in a good mood.. seriously. I feel like getting rid of every screen name anyone might know of.. and then moving out of my house as soon as possible.. and then start my life over with absolutely no one caring for a reason.. because I'll just be gone and they'll have no choice but to forget about me. Eh.. and I just realized that sounds a lot like that description.. me being 'modest' in the spotlight (which I think I really am irl, though it probably wouldn't seem that way through posts in this blog).. but I'm thinking maybe I'm really just selfish and crave too much attention. Heh, and it's not that I crave attention either, it's just that I like to be remembered/thought about/imporant to someone...... but too often none of it feels like it's there..... as Ryan would probably agree (a friend whom we have both mutually stopped talking.. things just fell apart.. and must've been my fault) .. it's just a 'lonely spell'. I just never forget, and it's tough to feel like others have. *shrug* but gosh.. this isn't a pity-me-post.. I honestly feel it must be my problem to be as selfish to feel that people should care. (ha.. and it has nothing to do with my comments-thing, the 'do you care..", I can deal with zero there because I have told hardly anyone about this journal and wouldn't expect anyone except random passer-byers to be reading this anyway.. ) *shrug* . . . babbled Lin |
