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OrientedDis.. Disoriented. |
Tuesday, May 21, 2002 why is it that.. his 'smile' makes me remember he's worth it.. --- heh. ahhh. .. I was just thinking to myself.. typing.. and all I could think to type was .. his smile makes me remember he's worth it.. and I couldn't figure out why nothing came to my mind except suddenly that which seemed like out of no where.. and now I realize.. "I’m tugging at my hair I’m pulling at my clothes I’m trying to keep my cool I know it shows I’m staring at my feet My cheeks are turning red I’m searching for the words inside my head I’m feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect Cause I know you’re worth it You’re worth it.." Avril Lavigne - Things I'll Never Say ::laughs slightly:: is this some type of subconscious thing going on here in my mind? I confuse myself. Why did that song come to my mind when thinking about a 'smile'? Gosh.. I hate this over-analyzing part of me.. but... is that something I should just blow-off? A random, but still-meaningful song to me, heh, but one that I'm not *so* familiar with that it would just be right there on my mind... n/m. I don't think I even understand what I'm typing anymore.. it's just hard to already be living a life of confusion as far as so many aspects go, and then the only thing which comes to mind when thinking about his smile is that 'he's worth it' ..... *sigh* I'm going to bed. . . . babbled Lin |
