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OrientedDis.. Disoriented. |
Thursday, May 30, 2002 scared sh*tless heh. *sigh* I just went to my piano lesson. I knew I had signed up for a competition, but I wasn't sure when, and I wanted to back out of it - like I always do. Yeah, I can play piano.. fairly advanced?.. but I don't compete.. ...I went today, my teacher has me play my pieces and then tells me she thinks I should at least try.. I buckle under her request (more like telling me..) then at the end of my lesson I ask her exactly "when is this competition?" .... it's this saturday! ?? ! ... now I'm panicking... *sigh* can't panick.. that's what will kill me in competing. Ever since my first performance in front of a lot of people (not competition, however)... that has haunted me for 7-8 years... but.. it's time to move on and face this fear.. *sigh* that gives me TWO days though. .... ugh, anyway... running off.. . . . babbled Lin |
