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Monday, March 04, 2002 Am I out of my mind? lol.. uh.. OK.. so I'll ADMIT..*laughs slightly* .. it wasn't my fault really.. *points at that dang blogger add*.. it was their fault! Ha.. just playing.. I clicked.. yep.. "Dream Mates".. seriously though, finding that special-someone via online? That not only freaks me out, but it's just.. completely unlike me.. to even give it a chance. Hehe.. but I was feeling quite silly around 2 in the morning, strolled on over there, and put my 'add' in. It was quite the psycho add.. something like "Click-If-You-Dare.. muahaha! ;) j/p.. not insane" ... that's literally what the heading of my add was. I didn't honestly think anyone would really respond.. because, well, come-on.. I just typed in crap that my "ideal" dreamguy should have, and I was completely blunt and honest with the type of person I am. Heh. anywaaaay... *cough* I got a message today.. with the heading.. "Why oh why did I click?!? j/k :) " .......... and this is why I will never have a boyfriend.. ::laughs:: because the instant I saw the message I got this feeling in this stomach which is something like... "omg.. what the &^$%&*#@#%$ was I thinking???".. and I just want to completely pretend like someone never wrote me concerning my 'add'. .................... anyway. *composes herself* ;) .. ok.. so will I reply? Probably. What to say?.. I put an add in this thing, heh, and now I write him and say.. "oh, uh, that was just kind of a joke..?..kind of." .. I'm such an idiot. I read over his profile thing.. he looks like a decent guy (supposedly by what we wrote, of course) and he was brave enough to submit a photo which isn't so bad at all (something I would never do.. not because it's horrid or anything.. I just wouldn't). Heh, but he's a Christian.. non-smoker/alcohol.. a little older than me.. his statements about his interests and interests in a girl are cute.. 'catchy' cute.. from what I can tell by what he writes.. he's intelligent. :) (I feel a have a fairly keen sense of a person just by the way they write.. but maybe that's jumping things too far)... anyway.. what to do?.. I lied about where I live, heh.. because.. well what if some psycho saw my add?.. so there's probably no realistic way of friendly meeting-up with this guy, but there would be low probabilities of that if he did live in my area anyway. *shrug* ugh. what was I thinking? . . . babbled Lin |
