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OrientedDis.. Disoriented. |
Tuesday, February 12, 2002 "You chase at the heels of discovery, because you know that it won't wait for anyone." hehe, I found that in my 'horoscope' for today (though I don't really follow them or believe them to be true.. they're just fun to read :) ).. anyway.. that quotation (above) is one I especially like because it seems like a neat way to state something about my personality which is true in this case. Still at work. :( :( .. I suddenly became very ill here. It's strange.. one minute I'm fine, and then 10 minutes later I feel like I'm going to die.. dizzy.. nose completely plugged up/drainy.. sore throat.. what the heeeck?? This caaan't be happening.. I have two major interview and a huge test to take coming up within 3-4 days. *sigh* get better. Ok. Oh..this just worth mentioning for my future memory/reflection on it.. today I wasn't really in 2nd hr... I was.. but, I left early so that I could go get lunch before a meeting I had at lunch. Anyway. While out getting lunch at a stupid drug store (ahha.. chips and soda.. grrrreat. nono.. it was a little better) I walked by an isle with three guys in it kind of laughing about something. I didn't look at them while I passed by because I didn't want to seem *interested*.. but none the less I could see them from the corner of my eye. Heh, I get my stuff.. walk past again.. go stand in the check out line.. then I hear them behind me in the line (some older person behind me.. and then them).. I still don't look, and I walk hastily out to my car once I buy my stuff. I'm unlocking my door and I see them rush out of the store (didn't look like they bought anything.. why were they standing in line?..) not knowing what they were doing (but still curious) I didn't make any eye contact and just rushed to get in the car. Heh. I hear one guy say.. "dude, ask her.." (was I imagining things?..) and I'm climbing into the drivers seat as I finally look up right before I completely enter the car.. and I see him. Hm. Imagine slow-motion here.. hehe.. I make eye contact (he's staring directly at me while I get into the car?) with one of the varsity basketball players whom I recognize well.. we've never talked, but he's the only one I've ever cared to recognize on the team, and have we noticed each other before? *shrug* I think he knows me, but doesn't at the same time... which would be the same for me about him. ..(and I'm not going to go into details about 'him' because I'm picky and you'd just have to believe me when I say he seems 'different' than most of the 'jocks'.. at least to me) and it looks like he's going to say something, but I'm already in the car.. turning my car engine on.. turning my music up.. and driving away. ".. was he going to say/ask something?" I think to myself. But it's too late. I'm already gone, and he's still standing there in the parking lot. . . . babbled Lin |
