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Saturday, February 02, 2002 I understand the girl's feelings of whoever this guy is talking about.. Vertical Horizion - everything you want He's everything you want He's everything you need He's everything inside of you That you wish you could be He says all the right things At exactly the right time But he means nothing to you And you don't know why You're waiting for someone To put you together You're waiting for someone to push you away There's always another Wound to discover There's always something more you wish he'd say But you'll just sit tight And watch it unwind It's only what you're asking for And you'll be just fine With all of your time It's only what you're waiting for... Out of the island Into the highway Past the places where you might have turned You never did notice But you still hide away The anger of angels who won't return --------------- .. mm.. hmmm.. well a 'friend' of mine asked me to go see some movie with him tonight.. so.. guess I'll be going. *shrug* I haven't seen him for a while (now that he's going to the university), but it's nice that he's been giving me looots of space.. heh, it used to be just constant showing-up. .. .. Briiiian is online.. I haven't seen him online for a loooong time now. I met him at some leadership-type event about 2 summers ago, and he was just an awesome guy.. hee.. he actually invited me (was kidding?..I don't know) to go to his prom last year.. but I was a moron and said "well it's pretty far" (seriously though.. he lives about 4 hrs. away).. and I wasn't sure if he was serious. *shrug* ugh. I hate myself a lot.. just the way I am.. it drives me confusingly insane. DISORIENTED. *sigh* the guy I'm going out with tonight asked me to prom my sophomore year................... yeah I said I was going out of town when he asked (which I wasn't), and then when I knew I would have to see him the night before prom (some event we both had to be at).. I said I was sick. ... .......... yeah, and I'm sure whoever is reading this would agree I should hate myself.. but.. in all honesty, I'm just a lost girl who can't get her feelings straight.. muchless give anyone a chance.. but I'm trying to be better at that. note that I accepted the invite out to wherever tonight.. but I'm careful not to lead on guys either.. *shrug* . . . babbled Lin |
