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Tuesday, January 15, 2002 finals are tomorrow! Lucky me, I only have one final. :) Heh, I decided not to go to school today because it would be pointless considering all that is being done is studying for finals. Uhm, somehow one of my "good" friends (and others apparently?) think that I'm freaking about my one final tomorrow????.. I don't get it, but it gets me angry that people always assume I'm "freaking out" about something like that.. ugh, and it couldn't be further from the truth! Sure, I'd like to know, maybe have a little-itty-bit idea of what will be on the final, but I can't think of maybe more than one time when I've mentioned about my "PEERS" class final. heh. Seriously.. you'd have to be a moron to fail a peers final (a class basically about leadership and helping others), and why the heck would I be "freaking out" about it?? Oh well. At least I can know my current state of mind, heh, and if others want to believe I'm 'freaking out'.. fine.. it just gets old being the one in school who everyone thinks is 'freaking out' about something.. and they must just start to make up ideas in their mind about what they think I'm freaking out about.. uhh.. anyway. Way too much talk about this already. On another note.. I took the "What's your number?" test at emode.com, and here are my results: (mmm Tom Cruise is the same lucky number ;) .. oh.. and I always thought my lucky number was 2 though?.. heh, I guess I'm off by one) Three Yo, Number 3! You're already dressed for success, so stop checking yourself out in the mirror. Everything about you says winner: the car, the hair, the microscopic cell phone. Whether it's closing a big sale, launching a website, or opening a restaurant, you get stuff done and done. And when you don't get it done, you still manage to come out one top. You can pin the BS meter in the red because you know winning isn't the only thing. The appearance of winning is always a close second. Chances are you admire the successful people in your life and wish to emulate their success. At the weekend barbecues, you might be more interested in hearing about Jenny's Fortune 500 company than her newborn daughter. And there's nothing wrong with skidding your shiny car to a stop to announce your arrival. Once you pull the reigns in a little on the need for attention, your healthy ambitions will be your compass as your golden tongue leads you towards achievement. Ideally, you will remember that you are human, too. And then you can live with your limitations. If you can manage that, your motivations will probably be less rooted in impressing others, and more centered on having others around you to share those celebratory bottles of champagne. So raise a glass. It works for fellow 3s, Joe Montana, Meryl Streep, and Tom Cruise. . . . babbled Lin |
