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OrientedDis.. Disoriented. |
Wednesday, January 30, 2002 aw dangit.. I was kind of hoping I'd be "Daria" if I was "any character from Daria", but, no.. below is me. 
Every school has its model student... and Jodie qualifies as three of them. She's intelligent and popular, a condition that violates more than a few natural laws. She never met an extracurricular activity she didn't like. heh.. that does sound a lot like me.. though I've always thought those aspects about me are a little bit of a shame. ok, maybe not a "shame", but I don't like being seen as your typical goody-goody where practically every teacher/office workers/principals/administrators/counselorslunch lady in the school will say hi/talk to me if I pass by them.. and it's not very to just be unhappy at school (if I am) because there's always this constant attention where I have to wear this "happy" face. I'm not miserable at school, but there are a lot of things that people don't understand about my life which are constantly making me sad/worried/nervous, etc. It's just impossible, it seems, to look like I'm having a bad day at school. My 'popularity' in school is different than most people associate the word 'popular' with. Heh. I guess I'm just the type of person who does well in school (which everyone knows), but I still participate in groups/activities/clubs which many people/typ.pop. people are in, and so I know them all.. they know me.. we get along.. we say hello.. we talk . . . babbled Lin |
