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Sunday, December 09, 2001 heh.. how did this description of my current "self" come out so accurate after taking a very weird test? ---- At this time you are really feeling quite exhausted by all the conflict and quarrelling that is going on about you and you are looking for some sort of protection from this state of affairs. Ideally you are seeking a peaceful condition and a tranquil environment in which you can be afforded the chance to relax and recover. You dislike playing the field in every sense of the word. When you develop a relationship - it needs to be a close fulfilling one, one that has deep meaning for all parties concerned. . You are trying to break away from the mundane existence that you have been experiencing of late.You have many high hopes and ideals but you are concerned whether circumstances will allow you to realise these ambitions (ex: where I want to go to college vs. can I afford where I want to go?). You want to spread your wings ... to broaden your fields of activities but you are concerned that your dreams are just that "dreams" which are not realistic. It concerns you that you are not thinking clearly (ex: I haven't a clue where I want to go or should.. huge concern) at this time ... what you need is to get away from it all - to give you time to "think" A short vavation could well restore your confidence. You are trying to prove yourself .. not only to yourself.. but also to everyone around you...There is much that you would like to say and do .. but the situation warrants self-restraint .. and that is the last thing that you have on your mind..It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it. But you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions ... You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes and respect your opinions. Only when this compliance is established, will you feel at ease and secure. It is strange that the anxiety that you are experiencing at this time is of your own makings simply because of your desire to be respected by your fellow man and with those whom you work with. You are not satisfied. The normal congenial "you" is becoming quite introverted. This is becoming increasingly more obvious because you seem to shy away from participating in everyday activities ... You are refusing to allow yourself to become involved, or to participate with others and it is the reluctance to communicate that is the inherent cause of your problems. --- hm. kind of all the negative things there, but a lot of it very true at the same time. How can a test, by picking colors (not even answering one question), really say that much about me though? I'm still not convinced it's a legitimate test for everyone, but it certainly caught some aspects of my life right now. . . . babbled Lin |
