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Thursday, November 29, 2001 wheeeeooooooow... hehe.. that's a kind of.. sigh-of-relief-exhausted-butstillhyper sound "wheeeeeooooow". anyway. wish I could get 12 hours of sleep like Amy. :/ Unfortunately I've got.. let's see.. about.. 4-5 hours of sleep each night for the past... uuuh.. hm.. I've just decided not to count - having just now realized how pathetic the amount of sleep I get is. blah. so. I would go to bed.. but.. oh - darn - I have yet another scholarship essay to finish. I don't know why I'm trying for it, but it's due tomorrow, and I feel bad having been the one nominated for the scholarship by my school - a lot of people who go to my school filter into ASU, heh, and the scholarship is for Full Tuition + $1500.. however.. I've already been offered Full Tuition + $2,500 (so far).. which means.. if I do win this scholarship, I'll just get another $1500...... but then..... why do I feel bad? Because I won't even be using the "full tuition" part of the scholarship, and only one person from my high school could be nominated for it.. and I was picked.. which means someone else at my high school could very well have really used it (should they win)... and... do I even want to go to ASU? No, not really at all. Song playing: The Calling - Final Answer ... good musica. . . . babbled Lin |
