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OrientedDis.. Disoriented. |
Tuesday, November 27, 2001 hm, I was looking through some poetry I've written/published, and I realized how 'dark' in nature they all seem to be. Heh.. it's almost embarrassing.. and I feel like, after reading them, I've never felt anything 'joyful' or 'happy'.. or simply anything to 'appreciate' in life.. and those things aren't true.. it's just too bad I've focused on the negative aspects of life in a lot of my poetry. Well. In a way I'm glad, I guess glad that I wrote the poetry, because now I can see an "aspect of me" which might have never been apparent to me had I not written those poems... and so I plan to have a better outlook on things.. be more optimistic.. because that's a definite part of me too, I just haven't taken the time to truly be grateful or focus on those things. . . . babbled Lin |
