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Sunday, October 21, 2001 Ok. So I'm over the whole "conspiracy theory" thing. lol... I just noticed the last thing I posted was along those lines... and... well... I.just.don't.care.to.think.about.it.anymore. so there. :) Hehe.. and I just have to say I love Amy's blog!.. hee... even though Rudy said something like she reminded him of me or something and was going to replace me with her! ::laughs:: .... oy... Rudy Rudy Rudy... what are we going to do with yoooou? Crazy boy. ahha. so I think he's having an online affair with her... ::laughs again::.. just giving you a hard time Rudy. Speaking of which... noting back to Amy's blog.. we have very similar views about online vs. irl .... freaky stuff huh? The "expectations" thing completely hits home with me. I think that's probably my biggest fear of intermixing online with real life.. so I just always keep them separate.. but I think more of "who I am" in my real life is actually apparent more so online, because there's so much you can't express to those who are close to you irl, right? I hate when I feel like I'm not making sense.. which is always. So anyway. Hardly ever will I talk to someone on the phone who I've met first via online. Hardly ever as in pretty-much never with the exception of recently talking to online friend Derek.. but once I talk to the person.. I have no problems with it afterwards... it's just the "expectations" thingy again.. what they expect you to sound like, etc. I think Derek expected me to be more "talkative" or something... heh, and I am.. but sometimes when he calls.. way late at night.. I'm just out of it and he takes it for being dull or something? I don't know. He's fun to talk to though. He ims sometimes asking if he can call to say goodnight. cute ;) . . . babbled Lin |
