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Tuesday, October 23, 2001 hehe.. and if Rudy is replacing me with Amy.. then I'm taking Zakh! heehee.. naaah. "Zakh" doesn't even know I read his blog.. so... wait... unless he has one of those instah-tracker-tricky things. *grin* anyway. I promise not to stalk you Zakh (if you are insta-tracking me.. ::paranoid::) I just enjoy reading your "blog" comment stuff. ::sticks tongue out at Rudy:: nyah ;Þ hehe.. I'm extreeeeeeeemely disoriented tonight. extremely. As in.. sleep-deprived disoriented. how can I survive on so little sleep? heh.. it's just not healthy after a while. bleh. and I keeeeep telling myself.. "10 more minutes and I'll go to bed"... but then I see it's not even midnight yet and keep pushing the time back. Midnight is when I start worrying.. 'cause from there it'll be another hour before I can actually fall asleep. heh. ANYway. ahha.. I just realized I've had Linkin Park - In The End on repeat for the past 20 minutes... have headphones on, and then I forget to change the song ('cause I'm too lazy to make a programmed list of songs or anything like that)... so I brainwash myself with the lyrics - subconsciously - for 20 minutes. ahhhaha.. I'm talking jibberish! woohoo!.. "I tried so hard and got so far but in the end.. it doesn't even matter I had to fall to lose it all but in the end.. it doesn't even matter.." these lyrics scare me... I never want to be singing them from a realistic point-of-view I can understand completely because of the fact that they would be reflecting my own life.... mmmmhm..? .. . . . babbled Lin |
