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Friday, July 13, 2001 btw, for the record.. after tonight I think I'm going to stop posting so much in here... anyone who has been paying the slightest attention to this blog gets this gist about me by-now I think?.. so.. I dunno.. I don't really feel the need to post any "enlightening" info in here... lol, I might look back on this in a month and think I was out of my mind, but for now........ this was just a temporary place for reflection on my life - for both myself and the world to see - I've discovered that essentially I am, in all truth, a very disoriented girl........ and you know what... I like that. :) I'm "lost", but at the same time, I'm leading a life of discovery.. discovering my values.. my morals.. my ideas of relationships.. my questions..... everything. And really, discovery, I think, is what all our lives are about... and to try and "label" yourself as one type of personality.. or one type of anything.. is misguided... because there's so much to each and every one of us out there.. we just have to discover and believe that - and never "who we are" is wrong (as long as we're not harming others - physically or emotionally - I can agree with what I just said ;D)....... I want everyone to realize that who they are means so much to me, especially if I've talked with you at any one time in my life.. if not even through voice... but the words from others which fill my life mean so much, and.. well.. if you don't know it... know it! Every one of you mean a lot to me. Thanks for listening to my "moment" of talk there.. :) but please believe it. oh, and, well.. I guess one last thing.. I don't know how I might have effected (affected?) some of your lives out there, but I do hope it was for the best, and I hope.. hm.. cliche.. but, I hope, somehow, each of you out there take a part of me to heart.. and I hope I've helped you in some way I'll never understand. *smiles* k.. now I'm done! ;) . . . babbled Lin |
